seems like being 'detached' is impossible

that actually it is being very attentive to other less obvious / tangible / separable configurations & processes

seems impossible to 'not perceive' the world

seems impossible to not always be contributing to the downfall of something

i don't know

it is snowing a lot right now and

ash laden winds attend the university, save seats for each other, talk in their sleep during lectures; red-faced patrons of the local restaurants bury their leftovers in the drifts, exchange goodbyes, and leave in no direction, dragging toppled branches; the traffic lights we think tap out blizzard warnings in morse code, the blizzard warnings are updated by the hour, like smoke signals the blizzard warnings cascade down route one and many small animals clot in its arteries and think about becoming ice on a molecular level; airplanes have begun independently to salt the roofs of apartment buildings and athletic complexes, people are confused by this motion, people are affixing plows to stationary objects and feeling good about this, a lot of things are exploding in very slow motion

seems 'tedious', i don't know, seems like the bleachers just within the whiteout distance have stood on end and spell out the word TEDIOUS very big and by sheer coincidence